I tell myself we would have no worries if we just a little more money. We’re always doing fine and God always provides but it’s this mountain of school debt that hangs over me like a stack of falling papers. Will it ever be paid off? I have created our budget, we’ve been sticking to it, but we’re not ahead on taxes. I’m wondering if I really believe that God is our provider. Every day I wake up with the pressure of the bills and I worry until I go to sleep. Throughout this six years of marriage, God has always provided for us. We’ve been able to deal with medical bills that have come up and we’ve been able to eat out once a week. Yet I still worry. I have to start living the truth that God always takes care of us. We always have enough. Enough-that needs to be my motto. February 2012 we will be debt free if we keep going the way we are. So I have two choices. I can worry until then or let go. Let go of this worry that hangs around my neck like a millstone. Do I really believe God will provide or am I still trying to be in control?
